April 2012
19 posts
“Soon I’ll grow up, and I won’t even flinch at your name.”
—Alanis Morissette (via wrists)
We. In. There.
my reaction to most things today
“By remaining motionless, I somehow go further. I’m different because I’m the same in a different way (at the same time the different are being different on purpose, which makes them identical).”
—my head hurts
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One of my biggest mistakes in life is giving too much
Too much of myself, my time and my thoughts
I held people too close and too tightly in my heart, thinking I’d be ok but knowing it wasn’t the best of ideas. I was foolish.
I was sent this list literally right as I boarded my plane to Hawaii last week and spent a few moments here and there mulling over it.
I guess I’m tired of too many things. I was made for something better than this. I know I should’ve known better, and part of my foolishness and anger/sadness/disappointment/frustration that came from it, help me through. I’ve ridden in circles for far too long.
Gotta keep remembering these lessons.
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my mind starts to drift.
my eyes get a bit hollow.
my breath slows to still.
i dont see the same things i used to. i think my contacts are blurry…
no, no they’re not. stop fooling yourself.
i can see what i imagined would be right thing for me stops making sense.
thank goodness there’s time to take a step back…and then one more…
and see that nothing is ever forever. ever.
i cant help anything, but i dont feel helpless.
where does that leave me?
i wont answer that.
but i wont fight it. because whats worth it to me might not be anymore.
tomorrow.
back to reality
sigh
